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Ever felt so lost in your thoughts? So many questions, so many hesitations, just too much of pretty much everything. Its just so f’cking hard. No one to help you, nobody would, nobody can. Asking me now what my problem is? I don’t know, don’t ask me. I’ve got nothing to say. My head feels like exploding, overflowing with nonsense thoughts going in circles, wanting to be free from my now oversized head. Sometimes I wonder if sleep really is a good therapy. It’s not. Because the moment you wake up, there it goes again. Thinking about things, thinking about your f”cked up life, thinking of everything there is to think about…. Robots? I envy them. Coz they have no feelings. No tomorrows to worry about, lifeless. It’s just so damn hard, life is.
